Sunday, August 9, 2009

Day 2: slowly feeling better

I've had a few people talk to me about boys lately. Mainly, I'm starting to feel that spark with someone, and I don't know if he feels the same spark back.

I got accepted into A&M Corpus, so I don't know if I'll be here for much longer than six months. I've been single since I think March, and its not a big deal, but I still want to enjoy someone closely.

I don't want to rush into anything. I want to wait it out and enjoy my single life as long as possible. However, you do end up missing that close cuddlyness that you get with a person you like a lot.

I guess it's just time to wait everything out. Enjoy every moment you have with people, and thank them for their gifts as they give them to you, even the ones that aren't possessions.

I've learned a lot with Skinny's best friend. Like, that I deserve a boy that doesn't pressure me for sex. I deserve a guy that respects me. Most of all, I deserve more than the guys I've dated lately. I really thank him for teaching me that.

Shadow, my kitty, is adorable. And I love him to death. He's trying to cuddle with me now. I guess I'll oblige :).

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