We haven't clicked like we used to. And I know the reasons behind it, its because he isn't the man I fell in love with. I fell in love with a strong, sturdy, well adjusted fellow that was motivated and enthusiastic about going to college. Now, he's a weak, flimsy, pampered pooch that is lazy and wants to "get into the real world".
I leaned over his shoulder two nights ago, and saw a text from someone else to him saying "When do i get to wrap myself around my big white tiger?" He took my car today and left me his phone, and i went searching for the message so I could feel better about it, rather than letting it loom above my head. He deleted it. So i went searching some more. He called whoever it was yesterday while I was at work. He was going to send him a picture, but somehow it didn't go through. But the conversation is missing, and I don't have the password to his account that I think a different conversation may have happened. He hasn't told this person he's engaged. Nor, do I think he will.
I think our relationship is coming to an end. I'm packing up my stuff... we'll see if I actually leave, or if he's willing to get me to stay.
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If things are not working and you are not happy, then you need to get out now. Even if he wants to change and try other things, that lingering will always be there and will not diminish. I speak from experience.
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