What I'm about to tell you

This is a very controversial subject, and I know that a lot of people may dislike me for the action I have taken in my life, but it was necessary under my circumstances.

So, Pro-Life, Pro-choice, I'm under the Pro-choice category. I find that every woman has the right to stop a pregnancy in the first trimester if she needs it. My personal beliefs are that, If the heart isn't beating, there's noting you're losing per se.

I open a discussion on the subject, though I would like to ask you to please be respectful.

Anyway, I was a little under 6 weeks along when I terminated my pregnancy via pill method. I did it at home, and Mr. III took care of me all day. It sucked, but wasn't so bad.

The reasoning behind my decision is, it would be hard to obtain my veterinary degree if I had a child right now. Though, adoption would have been fine to do. However, Mr. III would lose his college, his grandfather pays for his college, and if we ended up getting pregnant, he would lose it. I couldn't deal with the fact that a decision I made would effect his life in such a way. He needs college.

We're looking into adopting a puppy, if possible, and we will have kids once we get in a position to do so.

I feel like God was with me in this decision, and though he might have not agreed, or whatnot, he gave me peace in it. I think I'll find a way to give back in some way.

Besides this, Mr. III and I have never been better. We can't have sex for two weeks, but its okay. We're getting though it nicely. He's the best guy out there, I feel like a lucky one.

Later, perhaps.